Things are different now. It might just be temporary, but I hope not. I’m feeling like I don’t want to be without him… ever. He’s making the effort – every day, in every area of our relationship. I feel like he really loves me and wants to make me happy.
He holds my hand when we sleep.
But starting to think that way is a little scary.
I’ve found myself reflecting on my experiences before I met him. I had a lot of fun, but 99% of it was fun you can’t have if you want to be in a long-term relationship. There’s always a trade-off. Sometimes I miss flirting… and dating… and kissing someone new for the first time. Sometimes I want to be able to do those things again.
There’s always a trade-off.
hey.. give it a shot. you might miss flirting, the dating, but the bottom line is, you still feel empty.. so enjoy the feeling of loving someone this time and not just because you are settling for something less.