Archive for the 'relationships' Category

Realizing you were wrong
January 2, 2007

It’s no secret that I’m unsure of my relationship.  I really don’t know if this is the guy that I am willing to spend the rest of my life with.  I don’t know if there is ANY guy that I would feel that way about.  I’m sure it causes me to put undue pressure on [...]

Forgotten emotions
November 27, 2006

Sometimes I hate dreams.  They can feel so real and awake emotions that would be better off dormant.  They can remind you of feelings that you’d long forgotten. 
Last night I had a dream about P.  It’s been about 2 and a half years since we were together and for the most part, I can say [...]

Trade-off
November 21, 2006

Things are different now.  It might just be temporary, but I hope not.  I’m feeling like I don’t want to be without him… ever.  He’s making the effort – every day, in every area of our relationship.  I feel like he really loves me and wants to make me happy. 
He holds my hand when we [...]